What i feel

i'm always cheerful in front of everyone
at least i tried to be... 


when i'm happy... i'm hyper
when i'm down... i'm emo
is tat what they think of me?
so... i'm easy to understand huh?


but... 
hu noes when their words hurt my feelings...
and i'm still trying hard to be cheerful...
hu noes when what they say makes me feel uncomfortable
and i'm keeping quiet, tellin them i'm bz... 


no one will... 


u dun understand me...
u dun...
dun act like you do
dun assume tat you do.. 


nah... i'll nt tell u tat u don
i will juz leaving u.. tellin ur own story..
what will i do? 
i'll just keeping quiet aside... smiling with u... laughing at ur dumbness...