Granny =(

Dear granny
how are you doing?
granny... Phoebe misses you... A LOT! 
even though you're not around us... 
i know that you're up there, looking out for us, protecting us


Granny... 
how i wish i could hug you like i used to and tell you interesting things i did... 
how i wish i could have you around....
how i wish you could always be with me...


granny.. 
do you know how badly i miss you?
do you know how badly i want to share my joy with you? 
do you know how badly i want to share my success with you? 
and... 
do you know how badly i miss you saying "Thats my granddaughter" 


the moment when you're proud of me makes me feel like i'm the best... 
and that particular moment makes me think that i deserve what i get...  and that i can always be the best... 


i worked so hard... just because i want you to be proud of me... 
i worked so hard... just because i want you to praise me... 
i don't have a target, i don't have a goal.. 
all i want to do is to make you proud... 


i treasured every single memory with you...
granny... i miss you ='(
i feel so alone without you 
i feel so lost...